When I started to read Vladimir Nabokov's "Lolita", I wondered how come this book was considered as a classic. After the fifteenth first pages, I had to force myself not to throw that book away or to burn it. When I chose to describe my favourite part of the story, I never thought it would be so hard even tough I knew the book was about a thirty-something years old man molesting his twelve years old stepdaughter. I did find a part in the story that could be considered my favourite. It is when the main character describes how he is going to kill his wife. I know it may sound a little bit sadistic but I really liked the way Humbert Humbert, the main character, planned every single detail of his attempted murder.
The way it is describe is not quite interesting. Some descriptions of Dolores are written better than this, but the way the main character explain every circumstances is simple and realistic. For example, when Humbert Humbert thinks: “The setting was really perfect for a brisk bubbling murder, and here was the subtle point: the man of law and the man of water were just near enough not to observe a crime. They were near enough to hear a distracted bather thrashing about and bellowing for somebody to come and help him save his drowning wife; and they were too far to distinguish (if they happened to look too soon) that the anything but distracted swimmer was finishing to tread his wife underfoot.” I like how simple he explains every detail, especially the one about the two other men near him and his wife and also, how determinate he is. A normal person would’ve probably thought that the murder would’ve been impossible near the men but not Humbert Humbert.
A couple of lines later he speaks directly to us, the readers, when he says: “Simple, was it not? But what d’ye know, folks- I just could not make myself do it!” It’s interesting that the main character directly speaks to the reader through his journal. Even if I find this character disgusting and repugnant, by those kinds of thoughts expressed in his personal notes, I realize that he’s still just a human person. I can’t say that he is normal and I don’t feel any sympathy for this awful man but every time I read this kind of sentences, it just reminds me how weird the human being is. He really wanted to kill his wife to be closer to his stepdaughter Dolores but couldn’t do it. I just don’t understand how a man who can’t kill someone can molest and confine a twelve years old little girl and kill her childhood. What I think is worst is that the main character is aware that what he’s doing is bad but he is selfish and he only thinks about his own pleasure.